I was talking to a close friend of mine, who I happen to have a major crush on.
After years of fantasizing about her, I finally was able to discuss my kinks and fantasies with her. Things unfolded naturally and I realized I was discussing some of my deepest hidden desires with her. We spoke for hours, and many a times while we were interacting, I was chatting with one hand - it was hard to control (all pun intended)
0) I have hardly shared all of these with someone I know, and talking to her about how I feel was an experience in itself which I had never even thought of that it could turn out to be kinky. So, If I have to start listing down my list of kinks and fantasies then this one will top the list. Talking to someone I know about my fantasies is badass, n I would love to talk to her again, trying to explain her every single detail, word by word, inch by inch - how I feel about my kinks. I missed sharing this newly found kink of mine with her, but I am sure she will understand what I mean to say when she reads this :)
So, below is the list of my kinks which I shared with her.
1) I have had few one night stands in the past, one of them being with the most gorgeous female I have ever been. However, over a period of time I have realized that getting physical with someone I know really well, some close to me gives me kicks far better than the most gorgeous female in the world who isnt a friend or acquiantance. Is this the definition of Demisexual, may be. But may be not, because the crave of me wanting to get physical with someone I know, is bit pervy. You see, its not about sex, or how hot the person's body is. Its my hunger to know how this friend of mine would moan in pleasure, how her facial expression will be when she is filled with lust, how her body will respond to the moves, would she pull me closer, how slutty would she get. These thoughts make me wilder, and thus, I luv fantasizing about my acquaintances more than any random gal. Since she is my friend, she could be open and comfortable in sharing her desires n wants unlike with her partner who might judge her. My desire to here her deep burried kinks and fulfil them will excite me to the next level.
2) Masturbating infront of each other - I love intercourse, who doesn't, at times I like to go slow and passionate and at times I love barbarian stuff as well. But what takes me to the next level isnt the penetration but the tease. Ignite the fire and keep fueling it as much as you can, do everything possible , but do not go all the way. The point 0 definitely speaks about this. The idea is to stay at the edge. One of the tease I LOVE is we masturbating in front of each other but without showing our genitals. Imagine, we being in the same room, at hands distance, masturbating, but all we are able to see is each others face and hand movements. While pleasuring ourselves, we engage in talks as crude as possible, talking about our past experiences or fantasies etc, thus adding more fuel to the fire. Dirtier the talks, more the push - and this is what I call tease. When you come, the orgasm is intense. I have fantasized myself sitting with her across the dining table, where we cant get to see anything else but the face and hands movement, we are as close as we could get but we dont even touch each other.
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